Assalamualaikum.
Hello there.
My soul stirring and screaming.
Why?
Difficult to say because lately my memory on new things happening quite disturbed. usually when it happens even though just a few minutes ago, but I sometimes can not remember it all. Pity me. Then I'am tried to remember what happened before what am I do it now.
Oh, but i can rewind accident a decade ago. How upset I to through this situation.
When I noticed this matter, I began to ask: "Is it my brain got some problems?", "Do I have obsessive compulsive disorder disease?"--The person who do the work over again. I was the women most likely like this. Then, I try to cultivate a CONFIDENT attitude. Yes, I will be confident in all things.
But, but not every time I has a sunny day.
For example, if I want to go out--I will make sure to switch all electric current, and when I'm sure there're close then I walked out. However, less than 10 seconds I will feel that I did not make it and will go back and check again. Sometimes, I was indeed correct (that i off everything already) but sometimes, I didn't as happened today! My fan is still turning when I get back from work.
As you know my spread job requires to remember a lot of things and procedure. It's sometimes press me to do more better than I can. This is because I don't want to be ordinary people but became a strong extraordinary person among them. I knew i can do it. Then, this condition makes me little depressed.
Hurm...
I should further sharpen my memory from now! I hope I can do it.
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Thursday, December 06, 2012
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