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Thursday, April 20, 2017

Instagram talk: Getting closer

Assalamualaikum.

Hai. I'm not sure about this is the final decision yet.
... If i'm gonna make my Instagram as not a private account anymore?
Hard duh.

Reason. Because i wanna start it as #quranchallenge2017.
Likes a daily Quran post.
Or if i'm free enough maybe setiap sejam ke apa. Cehhh.
Share my thoughts and my understanding.
Biar mana mungkin boleh bukak hati biar sama-sama belajar dan dalami Quran.
Idea ni memang dah lama sangat nak share pon.
Sebab kan i have a big plan for next year. So, i want make it real in my routine.
So, that's the reason behind it.

But as you all knew me, i'm not like any attention.
That's why this blog not being exposed in any of my social media.
Because orang sekarang cepat judge. Compare tanpa perasaan.
Scary kan.
So, i'm afraid if they do the same with my Instagram. They stalked my Instagram so often.
Like my previous account, that i already deleted.
Which you can read in my post here, The long view.
Just rasa  in secured. Sebab tu deleted terus. Puas hati.

Or maybe in this new account, i will do the same at the end?
Yelah kan baru nak belajar agama.
Maybe my determination not as sharp as they hope.
Ikut rasa sendiri ke.
Even sebenarnya ini  juga hasil daripada my own thought.

Pening ah.
Yes or No?
Lallalalallalallalal....

Just, how about.
Just act like normal and if the time come.
When i can't take it no more.
Don't asked me why my Instagram being private or closed again.
Deal.

So, I'm gonna tell korang, that you can search me on Instagram. At add.shah or Adibah Shahrudin
With black and white profile picture.
That my gila-gila pose will not be in here.
Of course.
And my face also.
Maybe someday, i will. Maybe forever not.

Last word, I hope everything will going smooth.
Not i'm act like i'm so alim one.
But it's my account.
My right and my whatever i like to do with it.
So back off.

Please also be nice to me.
I have a sensitive soul, duh.
Hhehhehe.




Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Sarawak: Makanannya

Assalamualaikum.

Tak habis-habis lagi pasal Sarawak.
Hahhahha. Promised duh. This is my last entry about it. And it's about makanan!
Okey. Banyak sebenarnya makanan yang kita boleh try kat sini.
Untuk breakfast.
Luckily my breakfast all sponsor by hotel.
So tak payah nak keluar carik makanan. Senang hidup.

Sebab i don't think Kuching ada jual some sort of Nasi Lemak and Kuih Muih kat tepi jalan.
That i didn't see any.
But if want to try, cer gi Pasar Satok.
I think around there surely akan ada bit orang jual makanan selain all barang basah.
And those sayur mayur.

At Waterfront Hotel, Kuching Me Kolo is the main dish.
So, rugi tak try.
The mee yang lain daripada lain, what make it call that way.
But to me, this meal is quite masin.
I can't take it.
So English breakfast la gamaknya.
Nasib ada my fav potatoes part.
Terubat la sikit selera nih.

Mee Kolo Kuching versi hotel. Mee dia special. Haluih, haluih jer.

But if you want try Mee Kolok yang not masin. You can tried one at the back of this hotel or mall. Belakang Plaza Merdeka.
There are small jalan untuk orang jual-jual. And some kids main skateboard.
Nasib i wore skirt, kalau tak nak gak tunjuk skill main benda alah tu.

Tak ingat nama kedai tu apa. Some bakery shop gitu. Depan dia jual roti bagai.
And part belakang, combined diorang jual macam-macam jenis mee.
So, this mee i think it's nice to try.

Area Waterfront, tepi sungai. Ada la few tempat makan. Kat seberang sana nun pon ada. Itu pon semua time start pukul 7.00 pm ke atas baru diorang nak berniaga. So berlapar la korang nak tunggu diorang bukak kedai. And, ada gak orang jual souvenir.
Ada one kedai makan, dia jual terubuk ikan masin nasi goreng. Sedap!
Sambil makan, layan lagu sebab ada small band.
Ada wayang big screen gak, masuk free. Tapi pehal pulak bukak citer hantu kan.
Memang tak lah.

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Muka orang lapar bersama Nasi Goreng Terubuk Ikan Masin. Enjoy!

Sempat buat aksi tenuk malu-malu kat area situ. Kenyang dah kan.

Warung makan-makan.
Area Satok, adalah tempat makan yang best gak.
Kami jumpa tempat makan nih sebab tersesat balik daripada Sarawak Village Culture.
Pelayan dia pon baik sebab bagi charge phone.
Mekasihlah dik oi.

Tempat sini macam kedai biasa. Nama special dia, Warung kedai Pak Amit.
Tapi my suggestion.
Korang gih try diorang punya semua makanan.
Dah sedap sangat.
Hhahahha. Anyway, i choose Nasi ayam penyet and my friend took Laksa Sarawak.
For me, dia punya sambal is the best. Lain sangat daripada semenanjung style.
Korang patut try and carik kedai nih.
Good luck.

Bla. Bla  Bla restaurant, Dekat dengan Jalan Tabuan. Sebelah kedai sewa motor kami. Ni boleh baca kat previous entry.
Makanan dia all pun semua sedap. And in big portion. But here, we only tried diorang punya dessert. That untuk warm up only. Hahhaha. Saja nak gedik-gedik.
I like dia punya deco!
Sangat menarik, nampak luar kedai biasa-biasa, tapi dalam dia... siap ada small river beb.
Kalah hotel five star.

Pelayan dia all so friendly and warm. Siap bagi good suggestion all sort of.
And best lah.
Ni kalau dia bukak cawangan kat KL. Hari-hari boleh lepak makan lepas penat kerja.
Berangan tak sudah.

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Our fav port. Bla.bla.bla restaurant. As mentioned in my previous post. Senang nak carik and tempat yang cool.
Dessert dia the best!

So, after gedik-gedik di sana. Kami merempit pula ke Lepau restaurant. Gunalah maps memasing carik ye.
Nak carik midin punya pasal. Bukan Mydin kedai serbaneka tu. Tapi midin. sejenis sayur looks like paku pakis.
And selain midin, diorang punya pelayan yang sangat excellent siap suggest best portion for us sebab kami dua je makan tapi nak try banyak benda. Bisalah, tamak.
And selain midin, we tried diorang punya Lepau special rice. Dengan nasi yang warna hijau and chicken bamboo. Sort of mereka prepared with potato or tapioca leaves. I think.
Bamboo chicken je bit spoiled sebab too salty for us. and bit cold.
I donno why.
Because dah memang masin sangat, kami just whatever.

Restaurant ni quite authentic, ada siap orang main traditional song guna three string instrument macam gitar. Macam yang kami nampak kat Sarawak Village Culture.
And i think makanan lain lebih best kot.
Tapi whatever it is. Kami balik Waterfront, tempat lepak fav kami setiap malam kat sini.
Hahhahahha....

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So, this is what kami makan. Dug in.

And finally, the best tempat lepak. Topspot! Topspot Food Court. Atas UTC Kuching.
All seafood adventure start here.
Kami pergi jalan kaki jer daripada Waterfront Hotel. Sebab tak risau sangat. Kuching hidup time tengah malam.
Along nak gi Topspot, macam-macam kedai makan kami jumpa.
Rasa macam, dugaan gila.
Sampai jer, full house.
So i advice you all. Nak datang sini before 5:00 or 06:00 pm. Kami sampai around 08:00 pm after Magrib and it's weekend guys!

So selit jelah mana-mana meja. Kami buat muka cute, and share je dengan mana-mana orang. Sebabkan dua orang jer.
Senang!
Rm 120.00 we spend here. Sangat dahsyat kami punya selera.
Kami pesan butter-prawn, black pepper crab, ikan masak thai style and midin of course. And two plate rice. Ni kalau tak fikir apa, boleh bertambah nasik.

Selain tak dapat tempat, lambat datang menyebabkan korang kena ordered makanan daripada tempat lain-lain kat stall situ.
Kan dah susah.
Diorang limited edition, tapi all makanan sangat sedap.
Kami ordered kat Muslim stall, hujung sekali.

Tak habis jangan risau, sebab boleh bungkus.
Smbung makan dekat hotel.
Itu pon kami makan esoknya before flight.
Masa lepak kat Old-town White Coffee area situ. Makan Nasi Lemak dengan black pepper crab.
Hahhahah...

So, so far, itu jelah kami makan.
Korang boleh try gak tempat lain.
RJ Ayam Bakar, My Village Barok, Planet Sambal, Tribal Stove and so on. Yang penting, korang punya explore nak makan semua kena start pukul 6:00 ke atas.
Dinner time.
Sebab mereka semua bukak kedai time ginilah.
So, have fun guys!

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

ME: I'm secretive

Assalamualaikum.

I think i'm too secretive, mysterious by myself. I truly admit it with no pressure.
If you all realized, when someone asked the question that I'm not comfortable with it. I will quickly change the subject. Or if to hard, i not mind to answer it either.
Sorry.
Sometimes, I preferred silent than spoke about what i felt.

Because my mind is different from what your mind thought. Yeah.
I'm the one always seen good thing in everything. Zero negativity of course.
Someday, i knew, it will happen.
Where I'm afraid too, that i will hurts someone feeling because of my words later on. Who knows, right.
That may we are not in same boat anymore.

With this, I more preferred all my social media are in a private account. And less friends.
No friends is better, duh.
Not a attention seeker absolutely.
The more I received friend request, the more it's make me in miserable.
Sorry again guys.
But i tried hard to approved it even it's late or some i may not make it.
Just, is like they tried to intruder my life. Or I somehow don't want they read what my thought is.
I felt insecure.

Few years back, I'm not like this. I am a friendly and hyperactive girl. More hippie and crazy from what I'm today.
I didn't mind taking pictures together either.
But something happened in my early teenagers life. That change everything.
Everything.
Bad.
Changes my mindset to see what others think of me.
Then I became passive, don't like any attention and mostly not fans of picture things anymore.

Not even my parents, my siblings or my friends catch what really happened. No one knew. Why i change drastically.
Because i still kept giving them the smiley face.
Like it's not a big deal.
And obviously, i will not talked about this in here too. May time will tell.
When the right moment are. When I found my trustworthy, and my self-esteem are higher than the sky.
Even I treated this blog as my private diaries. But stalkers are everywhere. Do you?

My name is Adibah.

One day after open house on Eid session. Someone asked me, why so hard to invite me to took a picture together.
Or maybe a picture of me and him. At least duh.
And he sent random picture of me with full mouth of pineapple tart. Me walking with phones in my hand.
And some others not so cute pose.

Why and why?
He still want me to feedback.
I just said, why selfie too much? Didn't one picture doesn't good enough?
I'm ugly by the way.
But I'm not giving that reason. Not want to be fired back. But. As always, i change the subject.

Some people have their own reason. Their own secret.
How hard you tried for them to reveal it, that's a time you need to fed up and just giving them a space and respect.
Two things only.
They will appreciate it much.
Believe me.
If you the selected as the trustworthy one, keep on supporting.
They will appreciate it much too

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